My Pushing Out

August 22nd, 2010

I have waited long enough. Awhile ago I mentioned that how I subconsciously thought that stories in dramas, novels, TV, and movies seemed more exciting than mine. I couldn’t help but got drawn into the entertainments that fake stories offered me, instead of working on my own real life story.

The problem was my faith. Passive faith doesn’t work. In fact, my life sometime manifested events and things… Continue reading

Words Of Faith Vs Positive Thinking

August 18th, 2010

I had practiced positive thinking, but it was proven to be powerless in face of cruel reality.

On the surface, positive thinking is similar to words of faith Christianity, but it’s very different.

Positive thinking avoid convictions. It can’t repent, or admit wrong. Everything has to be positive, even if the elephant is in the room.

It’s legalistic, which makes you feel like you are doing something… Continue reading

I Misunderstood God

August 16th, 2010

Because of what the denominational, institutional churches have been teaching me. They taught their invented doctrines and human tradition, instead of the plain words of God.

All these years, I imagined many things that I thought God has told me. I thought the hardships that I have been through have meanings, or spiritual lessons to be learned from, and I thought I have learned something spiritual each time… Continue reading

Do You Love Movies, TV, And Gaming Than Real Life?

July 15th, 2010

Suddenly I realize that the reason I can’t help but sometime indulge in TV/movies drama and gaming was because I was not satisfied with my life. I would rather watch someone’s life or live a virtual life than engaging in the real one.

That explained a lot of thing. I have never realized that I was not really happy with a lot of things in my life, and therefore… Continue reading | 1 Comment

Crisis Of Faith

July 3rd, 2010

Satan has been speaking to my ears, loud and clear. I hear every word.

It usually takes a while for me to fully confirm that it’s from him. The message might be long and convincing, but at the end it persuades me to doubt His goodness and His promises.

I know I got dozens of unanswered prayers and a lot of sad memories of things that seemed to… Continue reading

God Bless North America

June 20th, 2010

Just finished watching a Glenn Beck show on June 08. He talked about the book, “The Road To Surfdom”. I think he did a great job.

The only way for us to figure our future is to figure out our past. A lot of people are believing the governments and policy driven economy. They didn’t know enough about the past to understand the horrors and poverty that central planning… Continue reading

Working Hard To Build My First Online Income

May 17th, 2010

I had been proclaiming words of faith and promises of God with a friend of mine for about 6 months. Then 2 weeks earlier I felt led to investigate something and found a product that could potentially be a very good product for me to sell online, with little money to invest and only a week or two to make that happen.

We completely agreed that this opportunity manifested… Continue reading

Divine Time management

April 20th, 2010

Time management should be revelation based, not self based.

Jesus said that the church is built upon revelations. If the church is built upon the solid foundation of revelations, then the gate of Hell cannot prevail her. (Matthew 16:13-18)

In order to live according to daily revelations, we are to give up everything and go wherever Jesus goes. (Matthew 8:18-22; Matthew 13:44-46; Revelation 14:4)

Jesus has ascended… Continue reading

Everything Happens For Spiritual Reasons

April 18th, 2010

Nothing in this world is random.

Even the movement of a proton is deterministic.

The is a reason for everything. The reason could be good or could be bad. Just because there is a reason for bad thing to happen, doesn’t make it good.

The world we live is more than 3-dimension. But our senses cannot sense beyond the 3rd dimension.

But the Bible says… Continue reading

Revelation 3:17-18: being naked

April 9th, 2010

Revelation 3:17-18

17Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:

18I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness… Continue reading