Few years ago I was very strict on what I allowed myself to do. For example, I won’t let myself watch Naruto, thinking it was a waste of time.
There were many things I found questionable and a waste of time. I had many things I saw as sins and tried to refrain myself from doing.
The more I tried to have self-control, however, the more I fell off the wagon. Over and over again I was guilt-ridden.
Later I compromised. Rather than restricting myself from doing them at all, I tried to minimize them. After trying this approach for a few years it didn’t really work that well. I still felt guilty deep underneath, although I became more optimistic due to my mind bypassing many mistakes instead of condemning myself every time I fell.
Soon I watched all episodes of Naruto and many others manga series, even the hentai.
Followed by that, I ’stole’ manga from the Internet. I was drown in sins.
Over the years, I have watched plenty of movies, manga, even sensual programs.
How did I end up like this? My faith over the year didn’t seem to grow in this area, but had in fact seemed declined.
I remembered how I used to recite Romans 6-8 while resisting the temptation from a friend to watch Naruto. It was 4 years ago.
Later I even watched porns and got addicted into something worst than my previous addiction of gaming.
My prediction of the consequence for lack of discipline has seemed to come to fruition – career, education, relationship, health, and etc.
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