I have waited long enough. Awhile ago I mentioned that how I subconsciously thought that stories in dramas, novels, TV, and movies seemed more exciting than mine. I couldn’t help but got drawn into the entertainments that fake stories offered me, instead of working on my own real life story.
The problem was my faith. Passive faith doesn’t work. In fact, my life sometime manifested events and things… Continue reading
I had practiced positive thinking, but it was proven to be powerless in face of cruel reality.
On the surface, positive thinking is similar to words of faith Christianity, but it’s very different.
Positive thinking avoid convictions. It can’t repent, or admit wrong. Everything has to be positive, even if the elephant is in the room.
It’s legalistic, which makes you feel like you are doing something… Continue reading
Because of what the denominational, institutional churches have been teaching me. They taught their invented doctrines and human tradition, instead of the plain words of God.
All these years, I imagined many things that I thought God has told me. I thought the hardships that I have been through have meanings, or spiritual lessons to be learned from, and I thought I have learned something spiritual each time… Continue reading
