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Self-esteem Determines What We Do

Monday, December 12th, 2011

If we have high self-esteem, then we will do higher things. If we have low self-esteem, we will limit our achievements. Have a healthy self-esteem, and you will achieve healthy amount of things, and bear healthy amount of fruit.

Those of us who were verbally abused were easy to feel bad about ourselves. The guilt and shame would make us do things that match our feelings.

Just last… Continue reading

God’s Comfort

Saturday, December 10th, 2011

Recently MJ and Gary abondoned me, and I think that caused an all time low in my self-esteem.

Today Vince Kwong walked by Centennial and gave me a wave of hand, and I had to wave back. This seemed like God was telling me something about what he did to me last time. It seemed like God was telling me it was ok?

In fact, God also sent… Continue reading

Joel Osteen

Thursday, December 1st, 2011

Always answer my questions

Play time is important

Smile is healthy

Laugher to cure diseases

lots of miracles sharing… Continue reading

Extensive ADHD Test

Thursday, December 1st, 2011

http://www.fmsnutrition.com/adhd_self_testing_or_test.htm…

Good Forum for ADHD feelings Sharing

Monday, November 28th, 2011

http://www.addforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=52874&page=7…

Signs and Incidents that Shred Light on My Conditions

Friday, November 25th, 2011

Avoidance of going back to Hong Kong

Avoidance of tasks that require stable focus

Comments from my driving instructor/coach

Comments about my lack of cohesiveness and timing during conversation

I told Jessica Yu’s mom about my lack of focus during workplace and she recommended me to see professional but I didn’t

Always made a blunder in Second Cup and Fish and Chips

Messed up… Continue reading

Good Article for MJ on Learned Hopelessness

Friday, November 25th, 2011

http://www.thisisawar.com/DepressionLearned.htm…

Janitor Job and Mom

Friday, November 25th, 2011

So I have already been reduced to look for a janitor job, and having come back home, mom was in bad mood again.
Today, she again had this passive agressive behavor. She mopped the floor and cleaned the poops for the dog, while I was looking up on ADHD and PTSD info and dealing with the stress of life in general, and having to do some chores, of course she… Continue reading

What a Life of Suffering for ADHD Sufferer

Friday, November 25th, 2011

Having an ADHD makes everything hard. It impacts every area of your life. It is also very hard to diagnose even for the professional, let alone yourself. Some ppl can suffer years without knowing what’s going on.

I did graduate with an honor degree in Actuarial science though…(through sheer willpower, intelligence, and God’s grace) Even easy jobs are hard to hold on to. I often was on the blinks… Continue reading

Mom Kicked (My?) Dog

Wednesday, November 23rd, 2011

So my dad initiated to buy me a dog to relieve my depression. I opposed to the idea vigorously, because I knew something bad was going to happen to that dog. Beside, I felt bad that someone had to buy that dog because I couldn’t even afford a little dog myself.

Mom was excited and kept saying that dad made her do it when I told her NOT to… Continue reading