Inadequacy, and unwillingness to scrap by with a lowly job to achieve my passion job seem to be the problem.
I thought about doing youtube videos and make money that way.
From now on I am focusing on doing more youtube and blog articles.
It seems like clarity dawn in. It took ADHD to stop me from taking the Actsc exams. I guess from now on I… Continue reading
If we have high self-esteem, then we will do higher things. If we have low self-esteem, we will limit our achievements. Have a healthy self-esteem, and you will achieve healthy amount of things, and bear healthy amount of fruit.
Those of us who were verbally abused were easy to feel bad about ourselves. The guilt and shame would make us do things that match our feelings.
Just last… Continue reading
Recently MJ and Gary abondoned me, and I think that caused an all time low in my self-esteem.
Today Vince Kwong walked by Centennial and gave me a wave of hand, and I had to wave back. This seemed like God was telling me something about what he did to me last time. It seemed like God was telling me it was ok?
In fact, God also sent… Continue reading
Always answer my questions
Play time is important
Smile is healthy
Laugher to cure diseases
lots of miracles sharing… Continue reading
http://www.fmsnutrition.com/adhd_self_testing_or_test.htm…
http://www.addforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=52874&page=7…
Avoidance of going back to Hong Kong
Avoidance of tasks that require stable focus
Comments from my driving instructor/coach
Comments about my lack of cohesiveness and timing during conversation
I told Jessica Yu’s mom about my lack of focus during workplace and she recommended me to see professional but I didn’t
Always made a blunder in Second Cup and Fish and Chips
Messed up… Continue reading
http://www.thisisawar.com/DepressionLearned.htm…
So I have already been reduced to look for a janitor job, and having come back home, mom was in bad mood again.
Today, she again had this passive agressive behavor. She mopped the floor and cleaned the poops for the dog, while I was looking up on ADHD and PTSD info and dealing with the stress of life in general, and having to do some chores, of course she… Continue reading
Having an ADHD makes everything hard. It impacts every area of your life. It is also very hard to diagnose even for the professional, let alone yourself. Some ppl can suffer years without knowing what’s going on.
I did graduate with an honor degree in Actuarial science though…(through sheer willpower, intelligence, and God’s grace) Even easy jobs are hard to hold on to. I often was on the blinks… Continue reading
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