Take a Day Off

October 14th, 2011

Every 2 or 3 days. Work hard and non-stop on the most important thing for 2 to 3 days at a time, and take small breaks in between, but don’t try to multi-tasks or stuffing too much stuff into the schedule, and when you take a day off, really take breaks. Empty the mind a bit, and trust the holy Spirit to work with you.

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Create Rooms Emty the Mind

October 14th, 2011

I found that when I create room in the mind consciously, I am able to focus more. I talk to myself and tell me it’s okay to not think about other study, and then soon my mind is able to focus more on the tasks at hand. I have more energy that way.

When I consciously create rooms, good stuff is able to fill it. From now on when… Continue reading

Loving Thoughts Are Crucial

October 14th, 2011

You have heard of positive thinking, but love includes all the good thoughts that are crucial to life.

Loving thoughts are not abusive. They believe in the best, are hopeful, and they believe.

One abusive thought, and it will lead to chaos of the mind and heart. It unbalances the emotions and focus.

To have pure focus, loving thoughts are important.

When I study, I found… Continue reading

Empty the Mind to Focus

October 11th, 2011

Create room in the mind for certain things, and it will focus on that certain things. The focus will be more pure and easy. It will feel good.

It will require much less willpower and energy.

When I used to try to focus and beat addiction, was I just hurting myself instead?… Continue reading

Books I Want to Review

September 27th, 2011

The School of the Seers: A Practical Guide on How to See in the Unseen Realm

Open My Eyes, Lord: A Pratical Guide to Angelic Visitations and Heavenly Experiences

“Randi’s Prize” by McLuhan
“Parapsychology and the Skeptics” by Carter

Developing a Supernatural Lifestyle: A Practical Guide to a Life of Signs, Wonders, and Miracles… Continue reading

How to Read the Psalm

September 27th, 2011

The psalm is a book of prayers, consolations, appeal…

I sense that if we don’t pray over Psalms regularly we will lack something each time, b/c it is so complete. Almost every other hymn contains at least a verse of battle prayer. It is so organic. If we pray over them, we will have a full prayer life that really cover all bases in the spirit, soul, and body… Continue reading

Glass Half Full

September 25th, 2011

Wifeless: I can still find the best woman I can ever find and have the time for spiritual and personal growth before the time comes.

Incomeless: My future is fluid. It’s extremely flexible I can go anywhere and do anything I want.

Churchless: I can build the Lord’s church with 100% freedom. It’s going to become what God wants it to become.

Friends: I have a lot… Continue reading

Tempted to Hate God

September 11th, 2011

These days are difficult. Incomeless for 5 years and in debts, which make it hard to believe that the promises of God had come true at all. Like most of these days I just prayed through yet another battle-filled night of long walk, and came home.
I was reminded of all the put down I have been through, and the lack of achievements that I have to explain to potential… Continue reading

My Abusive Past

June 8th, 2011

Details can be found here. http://www.experienceproject.com/uw.php?e=1604443

It caused me to be fearful and anxious most of the times. Fears became the primary motivators for me.

It explains my addictions. (fear reinforced)

It explains my relationships.

It explains my intensity.

It explains my lack of social grace. (before, hated small talk)

It explains why I get misunderstood. (didn’t understand other people’s emotions)

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Dream Learning

May 26th, 2011

In the name of Jesus Christ, I pray that God optimize my mind, and give me supernatural memory to achieve impossible intelligent feat such as getting through many major exams within the same month. The Spirit of God can give me all the knowledge I need by uploading it into my mind. I shall be like Daniel.

I am going to dream lucid dream, and do complicated tasks while… Continue reading