I have waited long enough. Awhile ago I mentioned that how I subconsciously thought that stories in dramas, novels, TV, and movies seemed more exciting than mine. I couldn’t help but got drawn into the entertainments that fake stories offered me, instead of working on my own real life story.
The problem was my faith. Passive faith doesn’t work. In fact, my life sometime manifested events and things… Continue reading
I had been proclaiming words of faith and promises of God with a friend of mine for about 6 months. Then 2 weeks earlier I felt led to investigate something and found a product that could potentially be a very good product for me to sell online, with little money to invest and only a week or two to make that happen.
We completely agreed that this opportunity manifested… Continue reading
Why did God give me the talents, but let them got destroyed by depression and other external factors beyond my control?
Did God not care about my success? Satan wants us to think that way.
Tonight I am studying an exam. Every practice question was painful to go through.
I am going to be a math teacher.
Maybe God wants me to understand something here. Maybe… Continue reading
I had been praying for 2 hours between midnight and dawn, and unexpectedly wept and wailed for my past, even though I said to myself, “Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead.” (Phil 3:13)
I had been thinking about my past, again. There were many unanswered prayers, repeated shortcoming, detours, and disappointments in it. A sad past is… Continue reading
I remembered that at the beginning of this 3 years of unemployment, God told me to rest for 2 years, and I wanted to meditate on His word day and night and wait for Him to bring me to the next high.
I have lost that clarity at some point during that first 2 years, and because of that, 2 years became 3 years. I guessed God wanted me… Continue reading | 2 Comments
Today I had a brunch (we are talking about 3pm) with the Tso couple from my church. We are baptists.
I really came out of the closet – about the fact that I don’t believe in the “one saved, always saved” and the “Rapture is for every believer” theories, and the fact that I think most of what our church teaches and doesn’t teaches have so far… Continue reading
There are many books that talk about how to accumulate wealth, achieve success, and frame.
I liked these topics very much, but there is a problem: If there is some dis-information, untruth, and ungodly ideas within these teaching it is hard to detect.
Some riches people, personal growth guru, celebrated salesmen or business expert enjoyed great frame by offering expensive seminars that
John 10:10, The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.
I just recently learned how much the thief was actually able to steal and rob from us: family, joy, opportunities, accomplishment, relationship, honor, health, peace, spiritual blessings (such as visions, calling, gifts), time (in
Yesterday I brought 4 books: 10 Curses That Block The Blessing, Blessing Or Curse You Can Choose,The Torch And The Sword, and Commanding Your Morning.
Recently I have been doing a lot of self-deliverance from generational curses, evil spirits, curses invoked by my own sins, and self-curses. The more I did it, the more curses I found by the revelation of the Spirit.
For example, I used… Continue reading
In the past week I have been doing some research on “generational curse, demons, and Christians” and am convinced that Christians do carry spirits with them in the faculties of their mind, soul, and body.
Demons do attach to different parts of the host’s body, such as the brain. It explains why many normal Christians can have supernatural mediocrity, poor memory, unexplainable clumsiness, and all kind of other disorders… Continue reading | 2 Comments
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