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Extensive ADHD Test
Thursday, December 1st, 2011Good Forum for ADHD feelings Sharing
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Signs and Incidents that Shred Light on My Conditions
Friday, November 25th, 2011Avoidance of going back to Hong Kong
Avoidance of tasks that require stable focus
Comments from my driving instructor/coach
Comments about my lack of cohesiveness and timing during conversation
I told Jessica Yu’s mom about my lack of focus during workplace and she recommended me to see professional but I didn’t
Always made a blunder in Second Cup and Fish and Chips
Messed up… Continue reading
What a Life of Suffering for ADHD Sufferer
Friday, November 25th, 2011Having an ADHD makes everything hard. It impacts every area of your life. It is also very hard to diagnose even for the professional, let alone yourself. Some ppl can suffer years without knowing what’s going on.
I did graduate with an honor degree in Actuarial science though…(through sheer willpower, intelligence, and God’s grace) Even easy jobs are hard to hold on to. I often was on the blinks… Continue reading
Life Is A Riddle
Saturday, November 12th, 2011Since I don’t like my life, I had to figure out what caused the problems in my life, and inevitably I went back to my childhood and all these flashback would pop up, giving me clues, but at the same time tormenting me.
I already forgave. I just want a solution. Maybe I already have solution, but I just need to embrace it instead of looking back.
It’s… Continue reading
The Depressive Thought
Sunday, November 6th, 2011They played over and over in my head, starting from the twilight hour into the late morning. I couldn’t help but had to subconsciously find something to numb myself, and I found some anime to watch, but I committed privacy!
I didn’t care. I was too emotionally spent to care. I was bombarded by childhood memories, the pains, regrets, lost, and everything bad that came to my mind during… Continue reading
Words Of Faith Vs Positive Thinking
Wednesday, August 18th, 2010I had practiced positive thinking, but it was proven to be powerless in face of cruel reality.
On the surface, positive thinking is similar to words of faith Christianity, but it’s very different.
Positive thinking avoid convictions. It can’t repent, or admit wrong. Everything has to be positive, even if the elephant is in the room.
It’s legalistic, which makes you feel like you are doing something… Continue reading
Meeting with the Baptist Couple
Tuesday, February 16th, 2010Today I had a brunch (we are talking about 3pm) with the Tso couple from my church. We are baptists.
I really came out of the closet – about the fact that I don’t believe in the “one saved, always saved” and the “Rapture is for every believer” theories, and the fact that I think most of what our church teaches and doesn’t teaches have so far… Continue reading
Baptize By Blazing Fire: Demons Fill The Sky
Wednesday, February 10th, 2010From last Friday until yesterday, Monday, I have been reading book 2-4 of the Baptize By Blazing Fire series.
The book talks about how a pastor and his small church had prayed for 30 nights in 2005. They encountered demons, many many demons, met Jesus frequently, visited heaven and hell, protected by angels, and received gifts of the Holy Spirit.
Half of the church had their spiritual eyes… Continue reading | 4 Comments
My Life Was Cursed
Saturday, January 2nd, 2010Early morning today I was going through some of my college study notes. I used to write spiritual journal on A4 study paper and attach it in my course binder.
Going through the notes reminded me of what I had been going through each semester.
I found that my college life was a long, dark tunnel of repeated academic mediocrity, financial dependency
