They played over and over in my head, starting from the twilight hour into the late morning. I couldn’t help but had to subconsciously find something to numb myself, and I found some anime to watch, but I committed privacy!
I didn’t care. I was too emotionally spent to care. I was bombarded by childhood memories, the pains, regrets, lost, and everything bad that came to my mind during… Continue reading
You have heard of positive thinking, but love includes all the good thoughts that are crucial to life.
Loving thoughts are not abusive. They believe in the best, are hopeful, and they believe.
One abusive thought, and it will lead to chaos of the mind and heart. It unbalances the emotions and focus.
To have pure focus, loving thoughts are important.
When I study, I found… Continue reading
I went to hotpot with some Christian friends on the Eve, and then played some card games. Not a bad way to spend the night. Deep inside I was a bit lonely and upset that my youth seemed to have passed me by. I am 29 and am still single. It was not a problem for me until I got into a major episode involving a girl.
I have… Continue reading
Romans 4:17 (king James)
(As it is written, I have made thee a father of many nations,) before him whom he believed, [even] God, who quickeneth the dead, and calleth those things which be not as though they were.
New American Standard Bible Version:
(as it is written, “A FATHER OF MANY NATIONS HAVE I MADE YOU”) in the presence of Him whom… Continue reading
Why did God give me the talents, but let them got destroyed by depression and other external factors beyond my control?
Did God not care about my success? Satan wants us to think that way.
Tonight I am studying an exam. Every practice question was painful to go through.
I am going to be a math teacher.
Maybe God wants me to understand something here. Maybe… Continue reading
Be careful of what you hear even in the godliest Church, because demonic lies are everywhere, including all denominations.
Here are some of the demonic strongholds (Lies from demons) I have witnessed in common church setting. I also generalized some discussions I had with certain pastors over the years to sum things up: (I reply in green. If I enclose the green with * *
Today I had a brunch (we are talking about 3pm) with the Tso couple from my church. We are baptists.
I really came out of the closet – about the fact that I don’t believe in the “one saved, always saved” and the “Rapture is for every believer” theories, and the fact that I think most of what our church teaches and doesn’t teaches have so far… Continue reading
In our thousands years of history, God has prevented atrocities and individual’s tragedy more than we think. He was the author behind every just law, prosperity, peace, freedom, knowledge, and good things.
However, today we see humanists, socialists, atheists, feminists, progressive, and their thugs buddies giving glory to their gods: governments, paramilitary interest groups, intelligence, ideologies, pseudo-science, and other idols, instead of giving glory to
John 10:10, The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.
I just recently learned how much the thief was actually able to steal and rob from us: family, joy, opportunities, accomplishment, relationship, honor, health, peace, spiritual blessings (such as visions, calling, gifts), time (in
I used to walk in the Spirit, but there were other areas where I didn’t surrender, without me consciously realizing it. For example, school. While I immersed myself totally in the area of serving God in my ministry, I didn’t fully listen to the voice of God’s counsel when it came to study in school.
Whenever I tried to… Continue reading | 2 Comments
